My Bloody Utopia

Hello everyone and happy new year! This is my first post of 2k18! I will share another thing I've written with y'all!❤ ••My immortal nights•• Another immortal night, creating memories I shall never, ever escape. it has covered the bites as I removed my coat. Long, black and heavy. It wasn't raining... I'd bet it was. My hands are red and sweaty. Bloodless vampire, Worthless Eve. Why? Why can't immortals die? Burning skin, cold heart. Piercing deep into your soul. Her blood, I can taste it. my tears, she can feel them. That's my immortal night. But red is not your color.

Hello everyone!Recently, I had the chance to attend Dani Divine's show and as many of you are her fans, I decided to write about my experience, as promised. (Before we jump to the point, I apologize for the plain writing of my recent posts, but my PC is temporarily unavailable, so I gotta make the best of what I got, aka my phone.) So, I arrived early at the place where the show was held, about 5 hours earlier, as I am an enthusiast and I wanted to anti-stress (is that an actual word?) myself. The club wasn't opened yet, so I just took silly pictures and I waited. About an hour before the show was starting, people started to arrive. The doors finally opened at 11.30 (whoever follows the club's page, knows that the club opens at 11 typically but practically at 11.30). Until Dani arrives, we were free to dance and conquer the stage, which was fun. Some minutes before she enters, we were told cheer and fan girl for her, which I was glad to do. When she finally came on stage, ...

make up & edit by me💜 Hi everyone! Do you often think of going out and you want to have a gothic look? In this post I will give you a way in 10 easy steps! Girls: 1. Find a dress of black, red or purple. 2. Bride your hair and then do it up. For shorter hair, do it up using gel. For medium length, straighten it. 3. Whiten your skin with white foundation and consiler. If your skin is darker, use foundation and consiler that matches your skin color. 4. Add black eyeliner. 5. Use black mascara to make your eyelashes look bigger. 6. Wear black, red or purple lipstick. 7. Dye your nails the same color as your dress. 8. Wear black shoes. 9. Add perfume 10. HAVE FUN!!! Guys: 1. Find black jeans. 2.Find a red, black, grey or purple shirt. 3. If you have long hair straighten it. For shorter hair, do it up using gel. 4. Wear cross earings! (if you don't have pierced ears you can find fake ones) 5. Wear black shoes. 6. You can dye yo...

Hello! I received a lot of messages, asking about my health, I'm healing. Thank you for caring♡ Today, I've decided to share something I've written with you! Before that, I would like to invite you discover my page "My bloody Utopia", as I am going to upload a lot of things there. Let's just jump to the point.👇 •••THE PALE SKY••• I am the darkness, my scars are the stars. Each one for the people I miss. Each one to remind me of those who laughed at my wish. I am an alive pale canvas, full of marks. Hatred draws on me, using my blood, creating a map that leads to the endless love of me. The smile I faked so perfectly, may never know the taste of freedom. If I could taste the dream, it would drive me insane, wouldn't it? The wind whips me, the night weeps for me. Your embrace, my prison forevermore. I shed a tear in the middle of the night. A moth touched it and it taught it how to fly. My skin, a pale sky. Clouds all over my he...

Hello everyone! Let's get straight to the topic. 10 myths about Goth!! 1. ALL Gothic people are Satan worshippers. That's a total lie. There are people who do worship Satan, not only in this community but everywhere. The majority are atheists. There are also religious people, like me. 2. ALL Goths think they are vampires. Actually, most of them want to be vampires but know they are human. They may believe in vampires without thinking they-themselves are. Some of them might believe they are vampires or might be vampires (meaning they drink blood) 3. Goths dress up in black. Ever heard about pastel Goth? Check my post "Trying out pastel Goth". Besides, red and purple are popular by Goths. 4. Goths are always sad. ARE YOU EVEN EXPECTING SOMEONE TO EXPLAIN WHY THAT IS STUPID?!?! 5. Asian Goths are just kinky people who have no idea about metal. How racist!In fact Asian people rock Gothic styles! Speaking about racism... 6. Black people can't be Gothic. Wh...

Hey guys, sorry I have been inactive for so long, I've been facing health issues. Don't worry, I'm going to be fine💜 So, today I decided to write about something that a lot of people consider to be a normal thing, even though it's not. When we are down and alone, we ask ourselves the following question: "Where is *x* in all this?" "All this"is your life. Unfortunately we can't expect anyone to stay with us and help us the way we want or need to be helped. That's because noone no matter how much they love or want you to be okay know how to act under every circumstance. People can be cruel, but that is not the only case they are unable to help...Sometimes they are as scared as you are, other times it may hurt them to accept you're hurting. So they act as if you're not. The ones who love you the most,may feel useless when you are in need and there is not much they can do...It is so hypocritical when someone says "I know how you fe...

Hey guys, I apologize in advance for the quality of my make up, but all of my lipsticks are dark and almost all of my make up products are dark.  So, in this post I decided to talk about my experience of trying out Pastel Goth,  because a lot of people are under the wrong impression that you have to dress up in black or generally dark colors in order to be a Goth.  In case you don¨t know what Pastel Goth  is, it is a style|a trend, in which people follow a nu-or grunge-gothic style, usually dying their hair in pastel colors and use pastel colors in their clothing or make up or maybe both. My own explanation would be making cute things looking Goth. I personally prefer the dark version of Goth, all black or dark purple. I still admire that kind of style and I love it but I just think it does not suit me as much as the one I keep. After trying it, I decided to use it from time to time, as the result looked interesting to me. So, I apologize again, but that¨s the b...