My Bloody Utopia

Hello guys and sorry for being off for so long. In fact, I went to a music school. (I will probably talk about it some other time) Moreover, my personal life was a mess. I decided to put my thoughts down about a topic that upsets me very much and that is ABORTION. I am a feminist. That means that I support that women and men are EQUAL. (Not that women are superior) Some of us, women, support "my body, my choice" but a BABY, because it is a baby, is not a part of a woman's body. It is another, seperated human being whose life should be respected and protected.  If you can't face the consiquences in case they come, do not drop your pants. Both girls and guys. MURDER does not set you free of parenthood. It makes you the parent of a dead child. The child YOU killed.  In abortion, the woman is not the only one to blame. It is also the father of the child and the worst: THE DOCTOR. You are all feminists when it comes to having sex-because that is all some people car

Hello guys and sorry for not explaining, but this is only for one person to read. I don't have another way to reach out to him and I know he reads my blog, so please bare with me💜 I promise to sing this song publically sometime. You wanted poetry, I will show you poetry, two-faced wannabe. •••I don't like you••• My brain freaks you out, every time I spit it out, I guess you'll figure out, next time you will be alone, I'll be forever gone. Big works and promised book, you are nothing like you look. Now I know you are a fool. I've been for ever wrong, to honor you with my song but you were my best friend when you decided to end everything we never had and my voice made you laugh or at least so you said but I know what you meant. See, I know you can't accept I'm happier than you will ever be you're the only rude pig I see, you suggested I sweep floors 'cause you have to stay in doors, in an imaginary prison I know you b

Hello guys! Last post with 20 facts about me is deleted because the most are not true anymore. So let's just get to the 10 brand new ones!💜⬇ 1. The name change. I've been named after a person I don't admire or want to be related to, so I unofficially changed my name to Alice/Alissa (Alissa is the Russian version), to set myself free from any relations with that person. 2. Skin writing. I have dermatographism, skin writing, which means I am allergic to pressure and whatever I touch turns me red. I like to describe myself as an alive canvas and a form of art. I don't think I am sick because of that. 3. I am afraid of height. Yes, I actually can't even walk downstairs without being afraid. So what? 4. Absence of middle name. Before and after the name change, I've never had a middle name. 5. Coffee. I am a coffee addict. Any type of coffee. I just love it. 6. Hugs. My longest hug has lasted 5 hours. 7.Favorite color. My favorite colors are

Hello and happy weekend guys! Today, I will share with you, something very personal. I want to dedicate this thing I wrote, about a person I loved with my whole heart. Unfortunately, he wasn't "a big cat", like I thought. (you will understand what I mean.) I was inspired to write this by a song named "The Rains of Castamere" ( https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=ECewrAld3zw ) it didn't just make me write it, after I heard it, it just reminded me of the person I thought he was. Then I decided to write this. Let's just jump to the main thing👇 If you ever read this, -you will know it's about you- this is for the person I believed you were. It's pretty plain and simple but I am no abuser of words, like you. This is for the person I loved, too bad, it wasn't a real person. •••A big cat, with a lot of fur••• Lost in the jungle, a small cat desperately cried: "I need some help, mind you please? My grandma has just died." A lion heard

Have you ever tried to make friends, without managing to fit anywhere? Things are even harder, when you are a Religious Goth, like me. Other people often mistake me for an aggressive person, only because of my style. It's very sad that looks play such an important role today's world. Unfortunately, very few people value feelings, which is what actually matters. On the other hand, the Goths sometimes reject me, due to the fact that I have combined my style and my views in a unique way. I firmly believe that the style and the views of every person, are a matter of personal experiences and choices they have been called to face in life. I understand not liking someone for their views, but rejecting someone for their style, is the stupidest thing someone can do for me. I am not going to "choose" like they ask me and whether be religious or Gothic. I'm a Religious Goth. That's what I am. As it was told by the ancient Greeks, "you should not hate someone for t

Hi people! If you did not know, I am dealing with dermatographism. (I will write about this on another post) Hair dyes are not the best thing for people whose skin is sensitive like my own. If you have allergies, urticaria or anything similar, that post will help you! •••Homemade hair dye••• Things you need: 1. Craft paper. 2.Salt 3.Water 4.Iced water **Preperation** We boil some water, depends on how much hair dye we need. In a bowl in which we already have cut and put the craft paper, we pour the water we've boiled and we add a spoon of salt, we leave it for 10 minutes and then we add ice. When the ice melts, we throw away the paper, which has drained its color. Then we dye our hair. We leave the hair dye on our heads for 20 minutes and then we dry our hair. DO NOT WASH. Next day, you can wash your hair, it'll not fade. It lasts for 10-20 days, depends on the color. It doesn't need bleach. It will happen no matter what color your hair is. I hope I helped